Love of God

my M1 50mbps speeds

2011-07-11T14:25:00.002+08:00

Absolutely lovely. :)

Bus timings

2011-05-25T09:47:00.000+08:00

Quote: Source from Yahoo Singapore...

Dr Lim Wee Kiak, MP for Nee Soon GRC and chairman of the Government Parliamentary Committee on transport, said that public transport operators need to look into enlarging instead of limiting their outreach.

"Ultimately, there should be one unifying app that can access public transport information, regardless of transport operator. The main agency LTA or the Public Transport Council could play a role in developing this app for the public good, and it should not be operator-based," Dr Lim said as quoted by ST.

Wait a sec. So are u saying that while one needs to enlarge their outreach, there shld be curtailing of public transport information to 1 app. Arent you contradicting yourself?

Just a thought.

Over at last

2011-05-21T13:13:00.000+08:00

Well.. Exams are finally over for me.. just 2 days ago i was mugging really hard, but now, im like so free with nth to do! :) it feels wonderful to just bum ard at home for a lil while. :) I cant wait to catch up with old n new friends.

Hmm.. on a side note, uncertainty with regards to my exam results kinda scares me a lil.. i mean, its my final yr! n im graduating... feels a lil nostalgic that i m no longer in SIM studyin anymore. it would certainly seem that a new chapter of my life is starting, n im excited, be it work, or further studies... :)

Sent 2 of my friends off at the airport yesterday, sad to see them go, but cant wait for them to be back too! :)

Well. thats about it. I need to catch up on slp.

What can i say?

2011-03-18T17:58:00.003+08:00

My hats off to her. Watch the video to find out more.

Week starts

2010-12-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

I got a whole pile of readings before me. Just lookin of it makes me seasick. (rhymes with see sick. LOL)

Well.. I m glad i passed my real estate course ALAS!!! after 3 mths of hard work. Pretty darn thankful to Jesus for all the help given to me.

I must apologise for the lack of pictures. i simply do not have the time to find any. Receiving my christmas hamper from my lecturer, probably a whole set of questions that im supposed to do by year end. OMG. I cant believe it. Talk about spending christmas in peace! PEACE! gheesh. Im irritated. LOL!!!

Oh oh.. the new shopping mall near my place is O-P-E-N!!! Heh. But i dont exactly have time to go there. Boo.. I really hope i do well for my final year exams in May. Like seriously. I have to do it well. the first time. LOL... Need to be focused. :))

Oh yes. im heading to china from 22 to 29th! for a holiday. well deserved i tell u. i have been too stressed up already. :X which will leave me with even less time on hand to do my assignments n holiday homework. :((

CHRISTMAS is cominggg!!!! WOO. Im just excited im leaving sunny singapore to somewhere cool... YES. cool air is therapeutic, contrary to popular belief... esp when u are in singapore. ZZZ.

Ok~! with that, adios! I got to head back to my readings.

Ramblings

2010-11-20T13:30:00.000+08:00

I just felt i had to blog sth. HAHA! Sounds really weird but yeah. Im feeling like a closed up shell right now.. WHERE IS MY SOCIAL LIFE? Im like lagging behind my studies right now. N the feeling kinda sucks big time... U wonder where ppl actually are able to make time? 3rd yr in uni is not going easy for me... Time seems like a luxury these days. Why's that?

Anyway. Was thinking about these 6 words: "Do it right the first time". I realised how much im a perfectionist. So much so that it irritates me when ppl are not perfect. Not saying that im perfect, but its like wishing the whole world is perfect to suit me. Thats really wishful/selfish thinking on my part.. But in that pursuit of perfection, i m starting to realise that all of us are in need of a "traffic controller", one that can bring order to the messiness present in our lives. Im pretty thankful that God is ever so present in my life, timing things to perfection, and it always has been working out great in my life. But i wonder what would happen if there were one situation that doesnt work out well? Would it cause it to shake my faith? I would hope not. I m also wondering what about those who do not have a traffic controller in their lives? Amidst all the busy-ness, where would they find refuge?

Update: I have a 2500words assignment to complete by early dec, other assignments to complete, tutorials to catch up, and a whole boot load of other things that i m trying to find time to do. Its irritating that i cant be perfect in my assignments, its even more frustrating that i cant get things done on time. Its worst thinking that i have set myself a lofty goal in this 3rd year. To surpass myself n get good grades.

On a side note: i really have to start following the timetable i have set for myself before it is too late. I have vowed to myself that i will try following my timetable i set for one week. Will report back after a week. I need more discipline really.

Was thinking about the word humility. A comment was made recently n it showed a person's immaturity and character. I kinda lost that little respect i had for the person. (not that i had much respect for him in the first place).

Another vow: "Be humble, and say no negatives!"

Ok. Thats about it. I really have to rush to churn out work.

Ouch! Short hair..

2010-11-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

Ever got those moments where a tiny strand of hair gets stuck in the underside of ur feet? Yes. That was wad happened to me. I was cursing. swearing. hokkien n all. OMG. It was so painful. It was not the hair that hurt.. it was the hair that was the root cause of the problem... Root. Get it? Lame joke. Trying to get it out was a real chore. Spent an hour. Crazy. Ended up bleeding. but i got it out anyway. I WAS DESPERATE.

Glad its out.

What a pain in the neck.

Naive

2010-10-29T21:39:00.001+08:00

Was just pondering about this word "naive"... N i realised the irony about it... IF we do not think about past decisions we have made, we think we make rational decisions all the time! BUT thinkin of the word naive makes us ponder about our past experiences etc... Bcos of that, we realise how naive we are most of the time.

Conclusion? The more you ponder, the more naive you see yourself. So what should i do? Not think about it/ think harder to learn from it? ARGH.

Omg. I was with someone today n somehow or rather, i think im in love. :(( Why is that? When i saw another guy who readily helped her, i was JEALOUS. OHHHH NOOOO!

This is soooo bad. Its not supposed to happen to friends! N im supposed to stay focused on being single. BooHoo.

One thing for sure. The other party has no feelings for me. Which im really glad for. :)) since it will most probably encourage me to be friends with her.. n not anything else!

Alrighty. Update. I got more assignments n homework for the weekend!! Geesh.. I shall burrow myself deep deep to brush off these feelings.

On a side note... I really wonder why i keep falling for people who i know will never ever reciprocate that feeling towards me? Do i perceive it a challenge? This is silly. I have to keep telling myself that all these are infatuations. N i cant stand the fact that i m still having infatuations at 22yrs of AGE.

This is wayy too irritating. I shall stop pondering. Im naive to think that the other party will reciprocate any feelings for me. In fact, i kinda lost hope that ANYONE will reciprocate any of that feelings to me. :(

Wait a sec. Im feeling sorry for myself. This should not happen too! GRARRR!

Ok. Enuff said.

HOMEWORK TIME~! :)

Work work

2010-10-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

Oh dear. So much homework... How to finish? Im wayy too stressed. ZZZ. Cant seem to get myself up n going. Anyway... In case u were wondering. i was talkin to myself. HAHA.

Right. I CANT WAIT FOR MY EXAM RESULTS TO COME OUT... Hurry....!!!!!! ZZZ. Just thinkin about it makes me nervous. Yet i know that i can trust in Jesus. Its a constant conflict i tell u. :((

Anyway...!!

Will update again soon yea? I am wayy too busy.. i bet no one reads my blog too anyway.. so it doesnt matter right? HEEHEE. :))

Telemarketing

2010-10-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

Its weird. REALLY weird. i was kick ass nervous in my first few calls.. but after a while... i was like... HECK. HAHAAHA!!!! learnt to be thick skinned. Singaporeans are generally polite on the phone... which is a gd thing. After all... if no one calls them, their fixed line will be quite wasteful right??? HAHAHAHAA!! :))

I finally completed

2010-10-08T11:23:00.000+08:00

I finally completed my grueling 3 days worth of examinations. Just sooooo tired.. but feeling very satisfied... Now is for results. Hope i can pass all 3 papers. :))

This is what the Lord says: “Let not the wise man boast of his wisdom or the strong man boast of his strength

or the rich man boast of his riches, but let him who boasts boast about this:

That he understands and knows me,

that I am the Lord, who exercises kindness,

justice and righteousness on earth,

for in these I delight,”

declares the Lord.

[Jeremiah 9]

Trusting Him always. In strength and in weakness.

Blessings

2010-10-02T22:22:00.001+08:00

I was just pondering... n thought of this... Im just really blessed to be around so many people and God who constantly cares for me.... Simple things like clearing my timetable so that i can study for my exams on monday to wednesday... Its really amazing.. How everything "falls" into place... With His divine intervention.
Was looking for a picture on blessings..... n sorta found 2 pics...but they dont really describe how much gratitude i feel.

Anyway... Main point. Im just soooo glad that God rules in my life! :D

Life's a shit load of pills

2010-09-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

Yes. As said on the title. :)

Vitamin A : Ability
Vitamin B : Blabberish - able to talk ur way thru any nonsense.
Vitamin C : Cautious
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The most important : Vitamin M : Money. :D :D

Was reminded how someone i know.. How seeing Vitamin M will become invigorated. LOL!!!

Why do we cry?

2010-09-18T17:31:00.003+08:00

Noticed that i blogged pretty much everyday now? Its amazing where n how i could find the time to really sit down n do it. :))

I was just thinkin... when was the last time i cried? to be honest.. i dont know!!! in fact. i have forgotten about it... i think it helps that i have the super ultra short memory so that i cant remember all the hurt n sorrows. :D

I think the last time i cried was over a girl whom i liked n was waiting for 5 years... ZZZ. Come to think of it.. Love is so strong that it can totally tear oneself apart. But im learning.... Now im telling myself tat its sooo damn silly to wait for someone for 5 years... i mean. Get a grip already n move on! HAHA. saying it is sooo easy right? but if only humans were made more simplistic.......... ;)

Other than that.... the last time i cried was when i got my alevel results which was SOOOO damn disappointing that beat me up real bad. I mean... who can understand that type of anguish, sorrow... It totally felt like a betrayal. really... now on hindsight.. i can jokingly say that i even bore a grudge with the pen i used for a levels, the paper tat was given to me etc... HAHAAHAHAA!! :D

So in conclusion, the main reasons why ppl cry would be over love, disappointments, feelings of helplessness, even fear!! and many others etc...

Which made it resolute to be even more numb about such things... my way of rejecting such things u know? ie be more "stupid" n take such things as they come, one step at a time...

Then again... we will meet such problems again... How do we deal with it?
Do we...
1) Think about yourself... n commit suicide/stupid things?
2) Think about others... how to use the experience to help others?
3) Think about God... How God will help us through, as our guide n friend?

I shall leave u to answer for urself. Personally, i have dabbled in all 3. For me, thinkin about God really helps alot... as well as others...how others will feel etc... Of cos... playing numb helps too. But its not too good as it makes one become insensitive over time...

Honestly, i love crying. Its a good thing...!!!

WAD? a man crying??? females reading this n askin this should think twice. Men have emotions too, n sometimes are on the "short end" of the stick.. God gave crying to us... so that we can release emotions.. so wads wrong with that? Where's equality of sexes that everyone's talkin about here? AHAAHAA..

Besides... what matters most is that we can pick ourselves up after the ordeal n say that tomorrow will be better... even if it isnt... Eternity in heaven will be better... We are after all given choices... n it is a matter of how we use them. :)

Keep smiling.. n be quietly confident. Cos time will heal.

Quote: (Larngston Hugde, Sylvia Voirol combined plus edits from me)
Let the rain kiss you.
Let the rain beat upon your head with silver liquid drops.
Let the rain sing you a lullaby.
And let the rainbow apologize and fill the angry skies. :)

2 more days

2010-09-17T18:12:00.003+08:00

To the start of sunshine, rain and lots of craziness. SCHOOL.

BOOHOO!

Im still coughing... not in the best of shape... :(

Hmmm. Listening to Charice's album. FANTASTIC songs in there. I think i heard the whole album 5 times straight... STill not tired of it. Wonder why... AmaZinG vocals. Go n listen if you have the chance to... Youtube. :D

Woke up at 10am today. I should start waking up early.. Got endless stuff to do... Right...

Will the books love me just as i love them otherwise? Or will they strangle me instead? ZZZ.

Enuff of the pessimism. I just love this pic. :D

dont know

2010-09-16T23:21:00.003+08:00

Not feeling v well today. Woke up at 4am n ended up doing some studying. LOL!! Chest was tight ... (not bcos of muscles), nose was running, body sweaty... bleah. it was just bad.

Anyway. attended a talk today in sch regarding new managers of today... hmm. quote: "start with the end in mind"... this got me thinkin.
1) What if the end never comes?
2) What if the end keeps changing?
3) What if the end becomes the start?

ARGh. i was just soo confused. it also got me thinkin.... why is it so hard to manage humans? Heck. WE are a selfish, hypocritical (at times), self loving creature.

Its sooo hard to love humans. Wondered why God even wanted and bothered to. Thats whats soo amazing.

side note: joining an agency soon! whoopee! :D hope i pass the ceha exam.

last week as a free bird

2010-09-14T14:41:00.003+08:00

HAHA! well. im enjoying the last bit of the holidays. yes... every morsel, every bite, every flavour and taste.

CRAP. Im sooo gonna be busy when sch reopens. i mean. if i m already busy now, what more when sch reopens?

B - bothered
U - unanimously
S - sickening
y - yellow

I hope i dont turn green and die of busy - ness.

Lesson? Treasure all the breaks u have... n break thru! HAHAA! oh gosh. this is so crappy. BOO HOO.

I hope i do well for the test tts coming.......... :) (cryptic)

Right now.

2010-09-06T23:48:00.001+08:00

I really do love his hair.

I've been doing great

2010-09-06T23:30:00.003+08:00

This IS supposed to be a happy post. BUT the darn weather is really gloomy. >.<

Anyway... The happy part. I did okay in my 2nd yr of uni... Not REALLY fantastic or wad... but i had some nasty surprises like getting 41 for HRMgmt and 77 for Mgerial Econs.

Ahhh well.. What can i say? Wads done is done.

I have been pretty pleased with myself... I have let go of all the lovey dovey feelings... No more... thats what i have been telling myself. i think love is so darn complicated that thinkin about it hurts my peanut sized brain. HAHA!

The gloomy part:

TODAY:
I m sooooo jealous of my friend.. I mean. When u are handsome, u really attract. I mean.. Who DOESNT want the attention? HAHA! I do... But wait. thats not the point.

The point is this: That good looks get u EVERYWHERE.. i mean. isnt that superficial? but hey.. its a fact. Climbing the corporate ladder, chatting with ladies/guys... etc.

It makes me wonder why no one... or rather the somewhat extinct few... looks at the heart anymore? Im not saying the ppl with good looks dont have good hearts, but its just.... ai ya. u know what i mean.

Pardon my superficial singlish. i think its more meaningful to say it the way im saying ya know?

That aside... having been rejected a DAMN too many times, i have given up trying. So yea... its good that i remain focused on what i have to do.. Study, get a gd job, do God's will ... whatever that is... (im still figuring out bit by bit)

Anyway.... an update.

I have been sooo busy these days.. i mean.. who goes to sch almost everyday of the week right??? i've got an exam thats coming in October, n my 3rd yr course is starting sooo soon. I dread those days where i have to study til 2am and wake up at 8am to repeat the CRAPPY whole cycle. It is sooo distressing.

Right. i think this post is lengthy enuff. I shall keep it that way.

I find that words speak sooo much... n at this point in time... a picture will not describe my mood right now... that of frustration, fear of the unknown, angst, stress, panic etc..

In other words, just plain BAD.

But thankfully i have Jesus with me, by my side. Those who do not believe may see this as a form of weakness, but to me... Strength comes from within n need not be shown. Thats true strength. :)
[sounds like taiji]

Will blog again when i m free. BUT WHEN WILL THAT BE? :(

We aRe NuMbEr ONE!

2010-07-07T21:23:00.001+08:00

Congratulations to Singapore for being number one again~!!! :D

For more info, visit here

Long time coming! :D

2010-07-01T21:04:00.002+08:00

WOOOHEEEEE~!!!! Im finally done with my exams... Its been 1mth since i was done with stupid exams. SUPER glad really. :D

Anyway. I kinda felt obligated to update this blog of mine since i know im really cool n popular n everyone's dying to see the next post etc... HAHAHAHAAHAA!!! Oh im just kidding la. :P

Anyway... I have been kinda busy lately. Morning is gym time for me, afternoon is purely reading up some stuff on real estate/clear my room when i have got the time etc, and evening is TV!! *loves*

This is revenge for me nt getting soapy with all that soap drama when exams were near.... >.<

Anyway... Guess WAD???? I have declared myself OFFICIALLY free from relationship issues... Implication? to that girl i REALLY like...? SORRY! Im too good for u n hey. Thanks for wasting my life. But hey, i have moved on, and i know i will find someone better~! So begone, i hope i dont see u again... n even if i do, i wont give a hoot!

So there. All poured out. THE FEELIN's GREAT!! Liberation is good. Independence EVEN BETTER!

Oh oh.. on a side note, i really enjoyed church camp 2 weeks ago. Knowing that i am not alone in life's struggles.... It comforts me... More so the fact that God is with me... :D I did some pretty crazy stuff while playing games at the youth section... But hey, its all part of the fun. :)

Oh.. N i had a great time Ian! Gymming with u was awesome fun!!! Though u scared me with ur asthma at one point. Praying for u dude! as u head to canada for hols! :D

Anyway... Im skipping town this weekend! Sea breeze here i come!! :)

Now to clearing my room........... :( FULL Of stuff. I really wonder how i accumulated my present junk yard. HAHA!

N YES!~ i was supposed to organise a cjc guitar meet up. Problem is.... i kinda lost everyone's numbers...... ARGH. n i m so busy! No time no time! :P
I suppose i shall postpone it to next yr.

Side note to self. Stop writing such long blog posts that gets everyone irritated! With all these words, WHO WILL WANT TO READ LA HUH?????? HAHA!

God bless!
Wee Meng.

My love

2010-05-08T15:34:00.002+08:00

Without you, My love,
I would never make it.

You warmly caress my lips,
oh that passionate swirling kiss.

Your body rich and full,
your aroma fills the air.

You encourage me awake,
without you, i cant concentrate.

To savour you completely,
i guess i have to wait.

Cos u are so hot,
my irresistable mate!

HAHAHAHAHAA!!! in case you were wondering... Im talkin about my cuppa coffee. YES. Cheers. Got u there!! HAHAHAA! :P

CRAZY FUNNY

2010-05-03T22:53:00.002+08:00

u got to see this... LOL!!!! guaranteed make u laugh. :D

Happy!

2010-05-03T21:49:00.003+08:00

Happy!!!! tts a whole lot of beef to boost red blood cells!!! Hopefully some brain cells too!! :D

thanks mum! appreciate all the love!! :D

Just for some laughter.... 18 days more to the start of exams!

2010-05-02T20:59:00.003+08:00

Telephone Remake @ Yahoo! Video

2010-04-10T16:34:00.005+08:00

Hey all.. Was watching a terribly funny youtube video..... HAHAAHAHA~!!! Good laughs. I assure u... :D

Only You know

2010-03-12T08:16:00.002+08:00

These few days taught me a lot. While many may misunderstand me, Im glad tt God looks at the heart of it all.

I learnt tt while i may have good intentions or rather pure intentions, humans love to hear only the good stuff. Which i feel is normal, but not good for growth.

I would rather take in all the criticism and emerge a better person, than to live in a day dream.

Probably bcos i was bullied in sec sch and stuff, it has made me to become a more jovial person. Too much of a good thing. Why? Cos i realise i get desensitised and this has caused me to make mistakes, that are insensitive and end up hurting others.

This is one of those rare moments where wee meng takes off his happy/jovial laughing "mask" and lay strip bare for all to examine.

Anyway. Lesson to learn.

1) Think before speaking.
2) Speak less, and speak good stuff only. (avoid hurt)

Ciao.
Wee Meng who has managed to squeeze in 2 hours of sleep.

Troubled

2010-03-11T18:40:00.003+08:00

Its not tt i crave attention... But really. I am troubled. Thats why im posting this.

Feelin damn stupid right now for sayin hurtful words, but then it was without malicious intent. Hope that person forgives me soon.

These few days i have been in a contemplative mood i guess..... Was writing a pretty long poem just now, to let my feelings be expressed... If not, i would feel pretty bottled up.

10 verses in total. Very long i know.

Lord, Help me to live,
A life pleasing in Your sight.
Keep me from stumbling,
Hold me in Your arms.

A worthless sinner You let live,
O how i am amazed.
At Your grace and mercy,
on someone like me.

Lord, refine me day by day,
Transform me into Your likeness.
Shape and mould an unwilling me,
Let me be reminded by
Your marvelous plans.

Restrain my lips, O Lord,
Let me learn.
To say things that exhort,
And glorify Your name.

May all that I am,
Be a pleasing offering to You.
Let me be Your lighthouse,
That shines Your light afar.

May the world see,
How great and majestic You are.
May they all discover,
How precious they are in Your sight

Forgive me, dear Lord,
For times that i stumble.
Let me draw strength,
From thy Holy Word.

Hear my prayers O Lord,
Let me know You're near.
Walk with me dear Lord,
With You as my light,
Whom shall i fear?

Bless me O Lord
Those around me too.
As i seek You daily,
my source of strength and hope.

Thank You Lord Jesus,
Your great love freely given.
On the cross of calvary,
Salvation poured out to me.

Thats it! I penned these feelings down in 5 mins. Amazed at how the Spirit leads.

Photoshop experiment...

2010-03-11T12:43:00.005+08:00

Well, I was exploring my blog and found it to be lackin of pictures.. LOL! Anyway. I was exploring photoshop yesterday and came up with this!!! :D

Basically, i merged this picture of the lighthouse,

With this picture of a cone as u can see here......

And the final result was this~!!!!!! :D :D

YAYYYYY!!! Cool right? :D :D

Love photoshop and its really cool functions. Not exactly easy to use, but its functionality more than makes up for it!! :)

A song to ease the heart

2010-03-11T12:38:00.002+08:00

Ohhhh i soooo love the lyrics to this song!!! :D :D

Thought i share it with u, when the days get tough! :)

Courtesy of Don Moen's "I offer my life"

(Verse 1)
All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

(Verse 2)
Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, alll of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

(Bridge)
What can we give
That you have not given?
And what do we have
That is not already yours?
All we possess
Are these lives we're living
That's what we give to you, Lord

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life
Lord I offer you my life

Duck

2010-03-05T22:55:00.003+08:00

Back to post sth cute i saw. My sister's bday present!!!!!

Presenting.... Pe - king DUCK!

Right. AnywAY. its a name i conjured up myself. I pretty much like the name Tow kay duck (gangster duck, becos of the gold chain. :P)

Back to study for prelims!!! :D

I wonder.... its been 5 yrs now.

2010-03-01T21:29:00.006+08:00

Was inspired to blog something to revive this dyin blog. LOL!

I was thinkin.. its been 5 years since i last saw u. But ur face is still fresh in my memory. Time has passed but somehow, how i feel has not changed.

~~~~Wee Meng's poem to her~~~

Things are now but a shadow,
Oh how slow time goes.

Living without u has made me realise,
How i needed u so.

Recallin your beautiful soul,
keeps me going though.

My feelings for u hasn't changed,
But knowing how u are safe,
is great comfort they say.

I remembered prayin soo hard for u,
But u never did once came.

I asked the Lord why this is so,
He told me: Patience, son, for this is so.

I cringed, but still i wait,
In vain and in pain.

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Love is hard, but i trust God to lead me to THE ONE. :D

To the person in the poem: You may not realise it, but i hope, one day, you will come to accept me, n i promise that i will cherish u. Even though so many of my friends say why are u waiting blindly like this, when the horizon is wide open, i tell them, its because i believe my steadfast love will move u one day.

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P/s: A side issue.... why is it that everyone thinks i am attached??? Is my love for that person so strong tt it shows?? LOL. so pls. I am single, not attached to any girl. Geez.

Right here right now

2010-02-09T22:58:00.006+08:00

I got to admit. i would most probably be sued for animal cruelty if this blog were my pet. >.<

Anyway. I am declared 22 this very day. ARgh. SOoo old. Any - o - how, lets take a look at me (the crocodile) b4 2009 concluded....

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Right now, I am like this...

With 100 days more to go, i really dont know how i can hang on. Geesh.

Why so angry? Food only what?

2009-09-18T16:38:00.003+08:00

Well, came across in the papers today that the malaysian minister is planning to stake the claim that foods such as chicken rice, chilli crab, "nasi lemak" and "laksa" belong to Malaysia...

Ai yo yo.. why so funny de ah? Its food....right? why fight over such issues..?

My personal stand is that there is no evidence to fight over such matters. IF malaysia wins, then does that mean that my favourite foods will be missing from singapore? if so... then i say... malaysia better don't win!!

Anyways.. i think its really silly. LOL.

Read more HERE: How singaporeans are angry. So am i!!! >.<

Ai ya.. actually not really angry. I mean, what can malaysia do? Remove the food from my must eat list? hur hur!! they wont succeed. i know how to cook at home...!! HEH.

Testing testin' 1...2...3....!!

2009-09-16T21:13:00.003+08:00

Haha...Back!

Erm. Tried out my VOIP phone on some unsuspecting friends. LOL... :D

Worked like magic i tell u! The voice quality rocks and all.. hmm..

This is how i tricked my friends to chat with me.

Me: Eh.. Whats up..? Im on Skype. HAHAAa.

Friend: Yo, whats up.

Me: Thanks for adding me lehh...

Friend: No prob.

Me: Eh... Can i call u?

Friend: Huh? I in hostel leh... very noisy now.

Me: Ai ya... NVM la. a while only. u are my guinea pig for me to try my new phone.

Friend: ..... Er.... ok lo. A short while only ah..

ME: Of cos of cos!! ahaha.

Yea. so thats how it happened. my MAIDEN call on skype. So sua ku (blur) i know...

I almost didnt want to put down the phone. LOL. until my friend told me he needed to pee. >.<

AI YOYO~! Dont need to tell me this sort of detail right?? >.<

Okok. So thats about it.

(P.s: Listening to Akon's FREEDOM album. Rate it a 4.5 out of 5!! Its good..!! :D)

Protein Power!

2009-09-16T00:35:00.003+08:00

Blogging at 12.35 am is sooo not easy i tell u. FALLIn' asleep as i speak.

Just got my super duper whooper protein powder for bulkin up. Heh.

ITs strawberry flavour!! YUM YUM. :)

Yippee!! Will try it out soon. HEH.

(Ps: Was terribly shocked when i saw that it came in such a huge container.. i mean.. its only 2.74 kg wad.... >.<)

New Phone!!

2009-09-13T19:57:00.012+08:00

No.. no no... dont get me wrong. I got a VOIP phone!! as a gift. not a new handphone i am afraid. Nevertheless. Im prety happy about it.

Here are some pictures

Now i can make spam calls via skype to all my friends... Wahahaa!!! :P

Wow.

2009-09-09T23:55:00.003+08:00

I saw this bookmark.

It reads:

Some ppl see things as they are and ask why.

Others dream things that never were and ask why not.

What your mind can conceive and believe, It Can Achieve.

I was like... Wa. Enlightened. LOL.

~Me hopes and wants to trust in the Lord with my subject combination for yr 2!~

Dizzy with excitement

2009-09-07T00:06:00.002+08:00

Wow. I feel sooo blessed.

God has been really good to me. Got back my results a few days ago and i was shocked. I really didnt expect to get such results. I mean... i really studied way lesser than i usually would have done, and started late. (due to NS commitments)

Anyway...I am still pretty much dizzy with happiness. So yupp.. This explains why i take so long to update. LOL.

Oopes

2009-08-22T18:15:00.004+08:00

HAha... Just realised that i forgot to update my blog. Heh. Quite a lot of things happened so far. Had our first cell group meeting 2 weeks ago. Here are some pics.

Okie. Gtg. I need to go for dinner. Cheerios!

Phone

2009-08-16T23:11:00.003+08:00

ARGH!! Super pissed. This is the 3rd TIME.

I have had it!!! Went to Nokia Service centre (singapore, tampiness) to get my phone fixed. all this within 30 days. This means that i make a trip to nokia service centre just about once a week. HOW CRAZY IS THAT??

And after i repaired my phone today,

The memory card slot had some problems and was intermittent in finding my memory card. ARGH!!! This is sooo crazy. Get the keypad light fixed and up pops another problem. WTH.

Best part? Im at the COMPLETE MERCY of the service centre. Grrr.

Dash of Pepper

2009-08-12T14:57:00.002+08:00

Was just thinking about the results of my exam that will be coming out in early Sept.

SUPERrrrr nervousss... can?

I really dunno how well i do, feeling soooo helpless. All I've got is to pray to God that He will be faithful.

ARgh. Just thinkin of it makes me panick.

I might just fail 2 out of 4 units that i am takin... HOWwwww!!??

HAHA. Sian. I really dunno la. think so much also no use. :)

Utterly pissed

2009-08-08T15:53:00.008+08:00

Hi, back again. I was reading the newspapers a few days ago and i came across a remark made by the Indonesian minister when asked about the haze situation.

He said something like... its up to the regional government to do its job. The central govt can only help... WTH? This seems to be like a blatant push of responsibility to the $$less regional govt. :(

What arrogance and laziness!! Cant stand it.

Oh oh. Wait!! I found it.

"Mr M.S. Kaban had said on Thursday that the central government would intervene in the slash-and-burn activities only if neighbouring countries protested, and flights were disrupted. He said that the issue had been domestically exaggerated, and that it was not domestic affairs which were important, but Indonesia's 'international image'."

Oh. And u thought that i was gonna just stop ranting? NO.

I dug out some archives and found this.

Back in 2006, there was more arrogance. BY THE SAME MINSTER??!!!

"SINGAPOREANS and Malaysians who complain about the haze caused by fires in Indonesia should be fair, said Indonesia's Forestry Minister.They ought to reflect on how they have never thanked their neighbour for the oxygen produced by its forests, he said.
Describing the complaints as 'natural', Mr M.S. Kaban was quoted in Tuesday's evening daily Sinar Harapan as saying: 'Our forests produce oxygen which makes the air cool for them, but they have never been grateful.
'Now that there is haze, they complain. There should be a balance.'

It was not the first such sentiment expressed by an Indonesian politician.
In July, South Sumatra's regional paper Sriwijaya Post reported a legislator making identical remarks during a working visit to the region responsible for a large number of hot spots.Commenting on pressure on Indonesia to ratify a regional anti-haze agreement, Mr Nazarudin Kiemas had said that the world owed Indonesia for the oxygen the country produces. "

I cant believe this... I never knew that such arrogance could get u a govt job?? LOL.

Anyway. I am pretty thankful for Indonesia's governance lah. REALLY.

Cos they have so laid back attitude, Singapore can prosper with no problems. Afterall, laziness is part and parcel of everyday life isnt it?

OH. Before i end.

A disclaimer: I am pinpointing Indonesia's governance. Have no problems at all with the common folks in Indonesia. So pls dont come and spit ur 1cent worth of comments here without any thought. Thanks! :D

By ther way, the picture u see above is from my room, of the haze. It didnt look too bad when i took the photo, but it has gotten worse now. :(

Oh well. Not like i can do anything.

Wad the Heck (HACK)

2009-08-06T22:15:00.003+08:00

Right. Logged into my friendster account minutes ago. Saw this.

Due to my cockeyed-ness, i thought that i had hacked into someone else account and i logged off very quickly. >.<

WHY THE HECK DID U DO THAT SAM???

Well. Look at the sides of the page?? WTH? i dont rmb pasting any wallpaper of UP the movie into my friendster pagE!!!! ARGH.

What a waste of time.

Oh. and talkin about waste of time, i went down to century square (tampiness) area to fix my handphone. AGAIN.

The keypad decided to give up on me. Tell u what u stupid keypad. ME TOO.

Me: Throw all the tandrums that u like, u stupid keypad.!!!

Keypad: Sure thing, i will make u go to nokia service centre again and again.

ME: What?? i already went twice to get u fixed!!

Keypad: I dont care. U very free right??

ME: NO.. But then again, do what u like u stinkin' keypad.. But pls. within the 60 days warranty. I BEG U LA HUH... >.<

Right. so that was wad happened. Crazy i know. >.<

Alright. til next time.

SMELLY smoke

2009-08-03T12:06:00.002+08:00

I was on my way home from SIM after class on saturday. There was this stupid lady who was really inconsiderate. She was puffing on her cigarette smoke while crossing the overhead bridge. And i was behind her smelling all the crappy smoke. I think by breathing in 3 breaths of that smoke, i lost 5 mins of my life la!! >.<

Cant stand these inconsiderate ppl who puff away like nobody's business.

Alright. Enuff of ranting. :)

PALM PRE!!!

2009-07-30T17:49:00.002+08:00

I was browsing the Net when i saw this phone. WAY COOL.

Too bad it is not out in Asia yet, and not anytime soon. >.<

Sian Diao!!! IT looks so much nicer than the iphone really. though many of u wouldnt agree.. But hey, its my own personal opinion. :D

Byee. Enuff said. Will look forward to the lauch of this!

FREAKIN mosquitos.

2009-07-25T05:16:00.005+08:00

Hmm... WHAT AM I DOING AT 5am in the morning? Well.. Im feeling very sore.

1) I cant find the freaking hell mosquito that did this to me.

2) I am distressed over 3 hrs of slp. I really am. >.<

Alright. Let me go hunt for that mosquito. Cant wait to crush it under my palm.

Grocery shopping!!

2009-07-24T15:29:00.005+08:00

Right. So i was pulled along by my parents to go grocery shoppin. >.<

IT was a thursday evening!!!! The best time to chill out, slack, relax... and watch tv.

I was like a mobile trolley. :P

Well. Did see some interesting stuff. LIKE this.

WAY HUGE!!!!!!! ARGH. Oh. its called sea bass. AND ITS NOT supposed to be this big. Period.

OH. And that finger u see there is my finger. U can interpret it in 2 ways:

1) I was telling the sea bass -es off not to try and be funny and hypnotise my parents to buy them back. (HEAVY u know...??)

2) I was trying to show innocent readers here that the sea bass-es were indeed that huge!!

Well. Interpret it as u like yea? :)

Another picture is below: Golden snapper. I had no idea that this fish is called golden snapper.

Whats so golden about these 'things'? It should be called red snapper. Argh. I dunno. Maybe they were colour blind? HEE.

Alright. thats it. :D

TRAFFIC JAMmm!

2009-07-23T18:00:00.003+08:00

Well. Of all places to be stuck in a traffic jam, I was stuck in a 15-20min long jam at one of the most unlikely place in the world.

SIM basement carpark!! (S'pore Institute of Mgmt)

Due to my absolute boredom, i took a few pics whilst in the car. WAITIN' of cos.

Oh.. And there were ppl just hanging ard chit chatting... :)

Alrighty that. Enuff for now.

Lovey Dovey

2009-07-22T10:30:00.009+08:00

Still feeling sore about missing the botak jones competition. LOL... >.<

Came across this article here.

It talks about how this guy who was in love with this lady, but lost contact. This guy sent a leter to the lady's mother but the letter fell into the back of the fireplace for almost a decade. The letter was found & yet, both parties still had feelings for each other after so many years.

I was like WOW!

Yes. Love should be like this. Never dying out, even through the passage of time.

Okay.

GTG. :)

Botak Jones

2009-07-21T20:55:00.004+08:00

Right.. I saw an ad for botak jones eating competition and i wanted to join in. WAS FREAKIN' excited can?

Here is the pic.

Anyway... After i got all hyped up and stuff, i downloaded the application form.

ONLY TO REALISE!!

It was over.

ARGH..!!!! The last day of the competition was like a few days ago. DAmn.. Missed the chance.

Really thought that i could have beaten the record of 1 min 21 sec to eat a hamburger. Dang.

Anyway.. U can be sure i will follow botak jones closely to ensure i dont miss the next round of competiton. :D

Alrighty.

For more info as to what i am talkin about, click here

Til sometime soon.

Sam.

Absolutely amazing video!!!

2009-07-17T10:31:00.005+08:00

Stumbled upon this.. Absolutely amazing!!! Ok. Enuff said. Go watch.

@ Yahoo! Video

MEow!!

2009-07-15T00:14:00.004+08:00

I just saw an article on yahoo. It read: Cats do control Humans.

I was paranoid and curious so i opened up the link. LOL.

It was soo funny. They said that the cat's purring apparently can control humans.. HUH??

For more info,

pls visit:

HERE

Til the next post. :D

(Author's note: I highly suspect that the cat was controlling me and i thus wrote this post. Hur hur!!! :P)

Carrot cake

2009-07-14T14:54:00.007+08:00

Well, Spent the afternoon today making carrot cake.

Here are some pictures.

To be honest, It was sooo good that i ate 2 pieces.

My guilty conscience came upon me like a big bad wolf la.... saying: "Ah HA! Samuel has gone to the gym in vain..., workout so much also no use, cos put everything back liao."

>.<

Til next time.

Gym

2009-07-14T14:21:00.005+08:00

Was at the gym today.. Rmb me tellin u about how i saw this really weird guy who uses each equipment for a mere 1 minute per equipment? I managed to catch him in action on my camera. Here are some pics, with the face edited of cos. *winks*

This first picture here shows him staring at the machine.. Trust me. I really dont know why. I wanted to capture him using the machine for the short time span. But i guess he was too fast for me.

One more photo.

After this, He used the hula hoop and left. I was like. OKAYyy..... >.<

What a waste of money la.

Ok. GTG.

Byee.

Badminton!!

2009-07-12T14:11:00.003+08:00

Went to play badminton with my SIM friends just yesterday. Had a lot of fun!!! But then i sustained a blister.. Lol.. Quite painful but its much better now.

Anyway... Lookin forward to more badminton sessions!! LOL. Before everyone gets too busy and caught up with studies. >.<

Later!!

Danger!

2009-07-12T13:55:00.002+08:00

Was on my way home from church today. Almost got hit by a slipper that was thrown from the 5th floor of my block. Some malays were playing and i think they must have thrown the slipper out by accident.

Anyway. Saw the litle girl and boy coming down to pick up the slipper. ME and my mum went in to the same lift with the malay girl and boy.

My mum told them that they should be careful not to throw the slipper out as it can be very dangerous. I also told them nicely and they should be careful in future.

What made me pissed was this malay boy's attitude. After they came out from the lift, and the door closed, the little boy shouted "Siao!!!" at us. To be honest, I was flabbergasted. That young malay boy had such a bad attitude that it overwhelmed me and my mum.

Got nothing against malays in case any of u are saying that i am being critical. I have got good malay friends too.

Anyway. I cant believe that the malay boy, i surmise that his age was primary 4, had such a bad attitude. Thought of going back to give him a piece of mind and perhaps flex my muscles at him or sth. LOL.. jokin of cos. But i told myself that he is still young, so i dont really blame him la. :)

Alrighty. Thats about it.

Peeling prawns

2009-07-08T14:29:00.005+08:00

A great and respectful shoutout to all mothers peeling prawns!!!

I UNDERSTAND ur pain. >.<

Why?

This is my first time peeling prawns and my oh my, they are a handful.

Almost got myself cut! Yikes. Lucky I've got nimble fingers. Heh!!

Alright. I will sign off now. =)

Cycling trip

2009-07-07T12:34:00.003+08:00

Went cycling with my SIM friends. Here are some pictures

I am on the right. The most handsome one of cos. LOL.

Anyway.. Had loads of fun. Dont let the clear blue sky deceive u. It drizzled a lil before we rented our bikes!! Yikes. But thankfully, the sky cleared up. :D

Lookin forward to more such outings. Heh.

Some Pictures from Bang internship

2009-07-06T13:28:00.005+08:00

Whee!! Here to post some awesome SMILEY pictures of ME!! Heh...

Was doing BANG (Bukit Arang New Generation) internship in my local church.

Doing some actions while singing children songs. LOL. (Im in grey T)

Playing games with balloons.. And competing with the small kids. Heh. (Im in orange T)

To be honest, I had no idea what i was pointing at. Maybe at one of the REALLY CUTE kid, or at my own teamates, struggling after the balloons. >.< (Im in orange T)

Coughs

2009-06-30T22:14:00.004+08:00

Well.. With the H1N1 flu running around, people are necessarily... paranoid. right?

Here's the story. I was on the way to meet my friends for a meal in town. Was in the train and i choked on my own saliva. Silly me.

Anyway. i started to cough. And BOY! i coughed real loud.

Everyone looked. Nope. They STARED at me. for a while there, i thought it was becos i was handsome or something. Hur hur.

FREAKIN' embarassed okayy.

Bye for now.

Disgusting Behaviour

2009-06-30T21:54:00.003+08:00

Well. I was in the gym today morning.

A man caught my notice.

1) He was wearing sunglasses. (in a gym!!!?? Yes.)

2) He pee-ed and didnt wash his hands. (What???!!! Yes.)

3) He touched all the gym equipment that i wanted to use. (No wayy!!!!??? Yes.)

ARGH!!! It was terrible. Wished i had a hand santiser.. so that i could spray on his face or sth. WTH.

So disgusting. Ruined my day literally.

Then there was this really weird guy...

I think he has a screw loose. This guy just comes around every gym machine, uses it for like 1 min, and then leaves the gym.

REALLY weird.

Alrighty. thats about it today.

Outing with NS friends

2009-06-29T14:56:00.004+08:00

Some pictures here..

Met up with some of my NS friends who are still serving the army. :D

Ate at Swensens near Suntec.

Alrighty then. Til next time. :D

Mistakes!!

2009-06-26T16:42:00.008+08:00

Ah Ha! U must be thinkin that i am gonna talk about my mistakes. Nope!! hahaha...

Anyway. Cos i got a lil sore throat due to too many durians i ate.. I decided to take a pack of cooling tea. Guess wad i saw.. This.

Well. Nothing seems wrong right? The cream of natural herbs. HERDS???? I totally laughed my head off, choked on some leftover durian residing in the depths of my mouth, and blushed (note: not that i wanted to.. I was chokin, mind u!) like never before.

Well. About the laughing my head off...

Its literal of cos..

Well. Going out for dinner with some NS friends.

Ciao!

Looking back

2009-06-24T14:47:00.004+08:00

I was busy lookin at all my previous posts... HAHA... Its quite funny how i used to be this quiet kid round the block to someone who is now more mature, more in control of my feelings and all.

I think all of us change over time. And having said that, i think that i have grown from being whiny to someone who voices his opinions better.

Oh well. Some things never change. And they never will. Like the ones we love such as our family, friends, sweethearts etc. :)

I was looking at this picture and i thought to myself...

Hey, this is a great picture of us needing to improve by leaps and bounds everyday.

May the grace of God bring U through this day. :D

Soft Realisation

2009-06-23T23:44:00.005+08:00

I realised i only touched my blog only once every mth. so much for my discipline in getting my blog active. LOL.

Been looking ard for a dashboard of sorts so tt peeps can put in their dollars worth of comments.

Cant seem to find any credible ones ATM.

Any recommendations?

Oh. Realised that my crap NoTia 6610slide died on me, at an apt timing of exactly one week after warranty is over.. Here is a video of it.

Trust me. I am pretty pissed off. But hey, I am learning patience. (read: learning.)

Note: the part about calling my mum...? erm. I would be better off calling noTia service centre. And for those Idi*** who think i dont know how to spell NO***, go and bury yourselves in a kimchi pot or something and stop bothering me. Just kidding of cos!!! :P

Anyway.. Everything's been going slowly for me. From getting through automated responses in government related agencies, to the auntie at the community centre who has tons of questions to ask the receptionist while all i needed to do was to pass my gym card to the receptionist, which meant more waiting.

But hey, Patience is one of the key fruits of the spirit. So it could be all part of God's plan! Aiya. Dont wanna think about it liao. LOL..

Ciao.

(P.s The author of this post had a freaking hard time doing this post up. cos the computer crashed whilst writing the last few words. See... Patience in the making again. >.<)

camp 09

2009-06-23T23:34:00.003+08:00

back from church camp nt too long ago.

It was fun!

well... overall, i learned several important stuffs.

1) Evangelism is to be our top priority and not taken for granted.

2) Discipleship is a continual process and all Christians are meant to become just that.

3) The grace of God is suficient for us, and all of us will experience it at some point in our lives.

Hmm... as for the rest of it. ITs getting a lil. (just a lil) hazy. :P

hahaha. ahhh well. Now u know why i blogged it. :D

Oh. Saw sth interesting whilst in Genting.

Cool huh... LOL. (read: spot the fly..? u dont? look closer. :D)

well. got loads of pics. but i have uploaded them.. (most of it anyways) to facebook. :)

lemme get back to summarising my HRM notes. Been procastinating and spent too much time on facebook. Bad BOY i know.

Long Hiatus

2009-06-07T18:13:00.002+08:00

Its been ages since i wrote on my blog. Pretty much dead and stuff. Finshed my yr end exams pretty much a few weeks ago. So i have been pretty much bumming around.

My best wishes goes out to the china team who went to liannan. May God be with you and that you guys are the shining light that we ought to be.

Excited about the church camp that is coming pretty soon. CANT wait. Hope to find renewed strength and God's abounding love as well as a good break from studying. :D

Just realised that i could post images without too much trouble. LOL. it shows how rusty my blog has become. Think i will change the layout asap. :D

Signing off.

Demise of Mr Lim

2009-06-07T18:09:00.002+08:00

Just heard from my friend that he has passed away peacefully yesterday.

Thank you for all the good times that you have given me while I was in SAFTI. Nice to work with you. Your kindness and love will never be forgotten and will be forever etched in my heart.

See you in Heaven Sir.

Love,
Samuel.

Susan Boyle

2009-04-17T12:05:00.002+08:00

Susan Boyle is absolutely amazing....!!!! GUYS. go to this and watch her video on britains got talent... http://sg.video.yahoo.com/watch/4863134/12964979

WOW.

Im in tears now!

2 weeks after ord

2009-03-30T14:16:00.000+08:00

Whee.. a civilian at last. LOL... its been ages. well. 2 weeks have passed. how do i feel? hmmm

NOTHING MUCH.. perhaps cos im quite busy studying for exams tt are comin sooo soon. GRrrr.. Why do they even have xams? soo irritatin can. LOL. okayy.

update: nth much happenin la... whole day slack ard, study a bit.. lol.. oh oh.. yesterday went swensen;s at toa payoh for a good cuppa icecream heh... LOL.

okayy. gotta be back studyin. heh. :D

back again!

2009-03-06T18:52:00.002+08:00

Ok.... haven been blogging cos i forgot my password and my user id.. and suddenly... my memory came back!!! hahahaa... i know. really weird.

Ok.

Update.
BUSY BUSY BUSY with prelims.... study study study.... trying hard and my best really.. cos since im in NS, i dont have much time to study and all.. so now start to panick lor... LOL..

Ok... Once im done with monday's paper, i wil be back! i promise. :D

happy new year!!

2009-01-03T19:49:00.002+08:00

Blessed New year 2009 to ALL!!
ahh!! guess im a tad too late. Geez.

Alrighty. a lil update here. I went on a road trip to Malaysia not too long ago during the christmas week. And it was my first time driving up to Malaysia okayy.. HAHAH.. harrowing experience really. Cars there are more "ferocious"? heh. dont know what is appropriate to use. cut in and out. haha. But it sure helps that their petrol is cheaper..!!

This was what i thought to myself at that time: "Wait til gahmen slap them with our petrol prices!! im sure that they will sure behave properly.. LOL."

Then again.Im just joking of course!!

Hmm.. It was really fun la.. Travelled to Genting first, then to KL, pass Ipoh to Penang...then back to Malacca and back home. A GRAND TOTAL: 1700Km. WOW.. >.<

Took quite a lot of pictures... (i didnt think that i would have took so many... esp since we were in a neighbouring country only..) But i just realised i dont have Picasa and the what nots to post them... LOL... so until i do that... the photos will remain in my laptop. HAHHA..

Cant believe that it is 2009 alr u know. HAVE got 2.5 mths to my ORD from army..!! SOOooo happy. REALLY.. i need to get out and spread my wings ya know..

Ok..enuff of cht chat. off for dinner. Tata.

econs test

2008-12-08T21:55:00.002+08:00

alrighty.. todays' hari raya haji. ITS raining. and raining. ALL DAY LONG!!! the weather looks sooo cold and dreary right now la. Well.. not like i can go out or what? (if u ar asking why... look at my title dear.. >.< ) ok. right on to that. i have been practising my econs... but honestly. its sooo tough!!! i understand most of the concepts.. but the way the qn is phrased.. gets u really annoyed u know. :( i can just stare down the qn without knowing what in the world is being asked. hahahaha!!!

geez. its soo weird la. anyways.... i dread gg back to camp. not that the ppl there are unfriendly or anything.. but then after a good 3 days at home.. im getting just a tweeny weeny bit comfortable. honest!! just a tweeny weeny bit. Heh. ahhh well. got to serve my army life for another... erm.... another.... 90plus days!!! woo! feels like a countdown down to a new year!! well. for me, its a countdown to freedom!!! and of cos... EXAMS!!! Grrr.

hahaha.. being so scatterbrain today... talking about random stuff...

My sister has been rambling on about how fun BAY camp was... >.<

i wanna go... too... :(

Ha! but of cos, she groused about not being able to sleep..but HEY!! u dont go there to slp kayy!! u go there to have fun and learn about God! :D

alright... i hav ta go back to do some studyin.. :D i think i will blog about next week soon... cheerios to all!!

Special msg:
I miss U!! I really do. U are still in my heart, always. Been busy.. But my heart still wanders off to the distance thinkin bout u. Its weird, but i love the warm fuzzy feelin' in my heart. =)

wow

2008-11-30T22:18:00.003+08:00

feels weird to be back... hahaha... hmm. its been ages since i last blogged. GOSH.

ok. i know im ranting on and on.. but i really miss the ex guitar members of my year!!! i rmb the so much fun we have had.... geez. we really need to meet up one of these days. heh...

hmm.. i cant even rmb if i told anyone i passed driving on this blog... but there!!! beat that. 10 demerit points out of the allowable 20 pts on my first try. Praise be to God!!! heh.... hmmm. come to think of it.. its pretty long ago.. 30 april. but then oh well.. old news stays as gd news. LOL.

oh yea... just thought i gave a short update. im currently undergoing my first year in SIM. and let me tell u. ITS NOT EASY.. i have got piles. and piles of homework. and piles for sitting on the chair too long... >.< EEK!!! im just kidding of course. but since it rhymes. so yup. :P

hmm. i have got like 4 to 5 lessons every day. and hello?? i wake up at 5 am every day to go NS. and if i have to go for lessons, i will reach home at 12.. sleep at 12.30am earliest. GOT TIME to recharge meh??? i also dunno how i coping sia. >.<

Pray for me yea?

lets see. oh yes yes. Christmas is coming!!! my goodness, im so glad that the hols are here. i will be going on a road trip with my family and some other church ppl. hope it will be fun. YIppee!! just wad i need fro a stressful stressful uni life and ns all combined. NOT EASY kayy...

haha. yes yes. i think that is all i shall say for now.. hmm... i somehow have rekindled that passion for blogging. i might just do a post every week. we see how ok? haha.

oh yea. last thing. to that special someone.. at least she is special to me.... if u are reading this, i still have feelings for u. i really do. But i am just leaving it to God... since i know such things cannot be rushed. and also i dont wanna disobey my parents as they dont want me in a relationship just as yet. not when i am studyin for now..... YUP...

let me see. yes. i have been head over heels for u since beginning 2006. 3 years. and i think, its still going strong. u may have forgotten me, but i sure have not. u are in my heart always.

Dear God,
Keep her safe pls.
Be with her and walk with her in every step of her life.
All this i pray, In Jesus name,
Amen.

friendster

2008-05-23T09:58:00.003+08:00

my gosh. have this feeling that i am really quite a loser la... wahahaa!! here i was... looking into someone's friendster account..

Stats:
Name: ..........
Age: 19 - though that boy is only in primary sch.
Friends: 300+
Profile views: probably countless...
Friendster comments: 400+

ME:
Name: ..........
Age 20
Friends: 149
Profile views: 3/4/5/6/7? i dunno.
Friendster comments: less than 100

*$%@#^@(*^*!! its soooo not fair. why do people have sooo many more friends than i do.. n in primary school somemore!! gggggrrrrrrrr.. so infuriating.

Still got some more profiles... esp gals. with like full accounts?? i dun even know how the heck they can get full accounts. i would be pretty happy if i even crossed the 500 mark!! LOL. absolutely frustrating.

not only that.. they have so freaking many friendster comments...lol.. i suppose this is a gauge of how popular someone is.. haiz.

OH WELLS..

Another bright way to start up my friday!! WOW.........................

n guess wad. i got a letter from NTU!!! nope. i know wad u are thinking... but its a rejection letter... here is an excerpt on what they put...

"dear.... we have a huge no. applying to the uni every year"... blah blah with more excuses along the way, beat bushes.. beat MORE bushes b4 coming to this line..

3 more paragraphs later....

We regret to inform u that u have been unsucessful in applying... (WHY CANT they just put this right in front??? - as if im nt angry enuff.)

We wish u all the best in your future endeavors blah blah... (wishing some one all the best after he's just failed to get in to the uni is SOOO not appropriate. trust me. ITS IRONIC)

SO THERE. a summary of my thursday night and friday morning.. can it get any better?

well.. just waiting for NUS to say no to me as well. :)

ABSOLUTELY fabulous! :)

GTG.

a sudden nostalgia

2008-05-01T18:57:00.005+08:00

hmm.. rmb the last time when i told all that i really like this gal? SHE knows le.. but the prob is she doesnt want to be in a relationship yet. i can feel it. thru the emails i sent to her.. i could sense that she is not ready yet.. howeverr, i really do like her n wanna be with her sooo much. this doesnt help esp when she is in Shanghai studying.. gggrrrr.

M feeling so love sick la... soo terrible u know? im sure a lot of u knows how it feels like...

hmm.. i will go n actively chase her la.. for ard 3 years? then i will pop the question. to be my gf or sth.. hahaaa. sounds like i got it all planned huh.. NOPE! God is still in total control. i totally believe that.. so we will see how God will let things go. :) *excited*

Hopes she gets my hints n my love.

driving test

2008-05-01T18:57:00.002+08:00

hmm... lets just say tt i passed my driving test. WITH GOD's Help... LOADS of it.. yupp... REALLY happy right now.. lol.. wad can i say... everything is in God's hands.. cos i made blunders like nv check blind spot.. which can meet fail to confirm pedestrain safety which is a immediate failure.. but the tester gave me a lesser charge of fail to confirm safety.. cost me 4 points..

I prayed really hard to God that i wont be nervous during the test.. and guess wad? i was nt a tad nervous... felt like my usual self when i was taking my test... WHICh is really good... :)

alright.. back to NS tmr.. this week has been hectic.. it really has. drained a lot out of me.. but im GOOD! so yeap. :)

ALL OF A SUDDEN

2008-04-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

i really dunno.. but i suddenly got this urge to start writing a blog again? after giving up for 3 years? my gosh. time flies. it does!!! im 20 this year. feel all old n stuff. to think that my teenage years were yester years.. ggrrrr... got ppl call me uncle la. lucky i good mood if nt i will *slap* them.. literally. hahaaaa. ok. i will blog more when i am happy. er. ya. sounds funny. hahahaa..

my bday

2007-02-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

hey all!! wheeee...its my bday this friday.and yes..i will be 19 yrs old. last year of my teenage years sia... Feb 9 is the day!!

ciaos.

(p.s short post cos im kinda busy now.. will update again soon.)

boring week

2007-01-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

heyy all.. just an update of wad im doing.

haha..quite no life these few days.. been jogging everyday since monday.. getting myself fit as i ready myself for army.. playing warcraft..

oh wells.. im kinda worried about my alevels la..cannot tahan. every day worry like hell.. but i also know tt wads done cannot be undone.. bleahh.

although i know im suposed to trust God, but its just this fear of wadda happen ifs....

ya..i know..im quite stupid right?keep thinking abt the past..
oh..i hav this crush on someone la..some ppl might hav already know who le..
kinda thinkin of her once in a while..i guess tts gd? lolx..

silly me..im a nut when it comes to love n all that..IQ suddenly decrease by a hundred or sth..hahhahaa..but thankfully, i still am at least gentlemanly to some extent n im still romantic...wahahaha...

all this self praise is really no praise huh..
enough of my blabbering..

signing off.

im back!!!

2007-01-27T23:01:00.001+08:00

yes...i was actually locked out of my account during the switch to blogger using google...oh well..thank goodness everything is ok now...sorry abt the previous post..kinda sad one..but i had to say it out anyway.. :p

anyways...i hav nth much to do recently la...just excercising my way here n there..life has been kinda boring...but i really treasure the time im having with my family...they are so important to me.. oh well...i kinda like this gal...wahahaha! but i wanna be good friends 1st b4 progressing la...lol.

ok.tts abt it.. nightez!

life predestined?

2007-01-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

let me use the analogy of mice.. is life predestined? my friend was asking.

in life, trials come our way. no escaping that... life is not predestined... while yes, we may say tt God is ultimately in control of our lives, however, we, as humans, have a choice...

through life troubles, we are like mice in a maze...given choices by humans (God), and we travel on in life hitting on many different problems and mistakes that we make... nevertheless, we are predestined to either go to heaven or hell..depends on our religion and who we believe in as God.

as mice in a maze, we are given choices...we make the right ones, wrong ones, but we ultimately, we learn from our miskes...while makin mistakes, we make sure we do not make the wrong choices through the life long process of learning..

so to answer the age old question that life is predestined..so y bother?
ans: life is not predestined..only the ending of life is predestined..

life is not smooth sailing..it never will..but from there, we emerge as stronger and more matured individuals..its important to ultimately learn from our mistakes..just as Jesus always forgives us our sins...

not too long ago, my father's acquaintance died not too long ago in an accident, and his wife was due to deliver his baby just 3 days later..we asked ourselves that y is life so fragile? it is!! thats y we must live our lives to the fullest, such that we are a blessing to others just as how others are a blessing to us. life is so unpredictable n it was not promised to us that life will be a bed of roses..thats y we shld put our focus on the eternal life after death.

from this experience, i realised that we should make full use of our lives.. and as we walk down life's road, the bumps on the road(problems we face), are meant to mould and shape us..in terms of our character.

with that i end my long speech..wahahaha!! yes. we should be optimistic abt life and use life's opportunities to help us grow..while poutting our trust in God and love Him just as He loves us. :)

i wanna encourage all christians to spread the gospel..it is vital that our loved ones and friends are saved through the Lord Jesus Christ... while some may not believe wad we say, at least the seed is sown...we will just hav to leave it to God to do the rest...

yup!! God bless.

p/s (i managed to login back to my account!!! woohoo!!!)

2006-12-15T12:49:00.000+08:00

i couldnt think of a title..so i just left it blank... went out yesterday on a mini night tour..hahha. went to clarke quay as well as the singapore river and esplanade to just walk around la... quite bor liao right? anyways.. i had fun la. so i guess it was good..

wanted to go swimming today..but it seems my parents wanna go Giant later.. so i might as well just follow them.. then see if i got spare time to go to swim.

the house seems quite quiet today la..mum went out to market, did the cooking.
sister was "studyin in her room"
father resting on the bed n lazying around.
i was helping my father scan some stuff to the computer...

the house really is eerily quiet la..i cant stand it.. even at lunch time we talked little to each other..hahaha..

well..i guess its kinda become the norm for my family la.. lolx..

a lot of families everywhere is also like tt right? kids left at home, parents go work.. haha.. feels like a social trend to me.

i feel that im kinda lacking in social commnications skills sia.. i think a lot of youths are the same too..clinging on to their handphones, typing furiously on the computer.., with few ppl ever meeting frequently with friends.. guess its also the bondage of time- the lack of it.

haha..i nth much to blog today..so i end up crapping a lot..
now u know why friends say i can get really lame at times.. >.<

okie.. im off.

class bbq

2006-12-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

had my class bbq on fri...haha.. quite fun la.
i actually wanted to bring some stuff, but then my friend yu han say no need... but end up almost everyone bring stuff la...then i am one out of the 3 who didnt contrbute.. hahaha... so paiseh.
wanted to dig a hole n hide la. buah ta han.

hmmm..gonna go to people's park tmr to settle the payment of my holiday as well as to change money.. flyin off to china on the 23rd of dec..wheee...

looking forward to this trip okkayys...
its been a year since i travelled this far overseas.. feel like a country bumpkin at times... hehe...

anyway. its gonna be a busy week la... cant wait. meeting up with my church friend on thursday, and my friends from 1st 3 mths on sunday...hahah... at last!! going out with my friends...lolx..haven seen my friend fro 1st 3mths for a long time le.. sure gonna talk loads..esp when both of us hav so much things to say n share with each other.. lolx...

okks..i have to go to do my weights training nw.. tata. :)

untitled

2006-12-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

heyy.. back again.. i just couldnt think of a title for my blog entry lah... so i just leave it as untitled..
hahahaa.. anyway.. due to my father's last min mugging for his assignment.., i literally did the typing out of his whole assignment.. i just finished typng la..
wad a ReLiEf...hehe...
anyways.. i am looking forward to the bbq at my friend's house tmr..lolx...i need to get out of my house..i hav been holed up for a couple of days now..

hmmm..i am quite happy actually.. cos i been carrying weights like for a few months, i can do more pull ups now!! whee!!!! hehe..
i have it all planned...as the date of enlistment into army draws closer, my training schedule will get tougher as well..of cos i wil start thinking of ways to slack la...!! hahaaaha..

oh well..i was entertaining myself with some funny videos over the net... there was one where a reporter was reporting abt some news during winder..n a big truck poured snow over her as it drove past...hahahaha.. it was damn hillarious la. and there was another one where this ang moh was using singlish to speak n address an audience.. he is so damn funny.........cant stand it!!!!! LOLX..

hmm..ok. i going to watch some tv as well.. i cant stand havin so much time but with so little things to do.

all this for now. :)

6th dec

2006-12-06T17:13:00.000+08:00

was typing out my father's assignment for a few hours.. my butt feels kinda numb right now...hahaha... n yesh..the mysterious person who has been taggin my tag board is now not anonymous anymore...lolx.

she is quite chio la...haha.exchanged pic n chatted. hmm.. i wont reveal more as it is impolite of me to do so... lolx.

i actually wanted to go to the bookstore to help my sister buy some books for next year..but the sky didnt wan me to go out...it has been threatening to rain on me if i went out..so yesh..i stayed indoors, listenin to christian music e.t.c.

my plan for the next few moths before i go into army would be:
1) meet up with long lost friends..
2) growing in christian faith.
3) excercising and training muscles loads!!
4) learn n practise my guitar
5) tidy my room
6) worry abt my alevels :X

lastly, leaving everything in God's hands.

in Him i trust!!!! :)

time flies

2006-12-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

i was in deep thought these few days..i mean.. i know im just chilling out n relaxing..but then time really flies like an arrow being shot from its bow.

anyways..went to swim today.. saw a few hot babes in bikinis..lols.
but they are accompanied by their bf..so no chances left!!
hahahaha

oh well..my mum sure bakes mean cookies. they are tantalising sia!!
abeit ugly...but they taste really good hehe. cornflakes raisin cookies n cheesy cupcakes..(no..im nt being cheesy here.. >.< )
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on a more serious note..its really no joke that time runs really fast..i seem to have grown older n more matured to a certain extent(sometimes too matured for my friends) and i reminisce abt the past so very often.. like how in sec 1 n 2 i was bullied by bastards who seem to derive pleasure in pouring drinks over me, kickin my butt( thank goodness i hav a gd chunk of fats at my butts), n taking my stuff on a "holiday"..(usu nt coming back aft tt short trip to the dustbin or toilet)

i also thought abt many other things...how my perception of ppl changed in sec 3 n 4, where i began to see the more mature side of boys when they are older.. be it my friends gettin involved in relationships, to getting more serious in studyin..

i really miss my friends in sec sch, pri sch and jc..
we come n go, leavin just a scratch in our friends minds as we slowly lose touch. hav ya ever experienced tt?i sure did..

anyways..i was reading the book of job from the bible..wad really touched me was that how God could take away n give in abundance fully at will. there was a discussion amg us in sunday sch class n we were discussing this question...
" was GOd wrong in punishin Job by takin away everything he had all in a single day? "
we came to the conclusion tt nope..God, being all sovereign cannot be wrong in doing so.. we knew that they were reasons behind doing so. e.g the book of job gave insight to future generations like us, that we shld trust GOd wth all our heart, minds n soul. no matter wad happens, faith is the all important key isnt it?
it is just like how u trust ur lunch to be safe from bacteria n tt u trust tt this day wont be the last...

oh well..this is a really long post huh...sincere apoplogies..
anyways.. no matter wad, i believe we needa live life to the fullest n ensure that we place everything in God's hands. Jesus the sovereign one.

another boring day

2006-12-04T11:01:00.000+08:00

i woke up with a really sinkin feeling today.. as if sth bad is gonna happen..hahahaha..
well.. i don really care anymore..
i wanna go out today.. holed up at home aint healthy is it?
thinkin of going for a swim..then going to the library..haha
but im all alone...it is seriously boring la..
no company at all...

maybee i shld get a gf!!!!
hhaahaha..nah..

ok..gtg.

nth much to do

2006-11-29T13:46:00.000+08:00

im thinkin of going to the library to get some books...hahaaa... immerse myself in books..

hmm..im going out to my sis sch as she needa buy books..hehe.. at the same time go see got any chio bu or nt...lolx..

anyways... i gotta clean my fATHER'S car later....FOC okk..where to find free labour?
lols... nth much to say la..i gtg liao..

take care folks.

those at bay camp must really be having lots of fun...(im jealous!!)
hahaha... take care all!

bay camp

2006-11-28T22:31:00.001+08:00

as i am writing..bay camp is on its first day..i really really want to go bay camp la...but then i got prom nite on thursday.. so i cant possibly travel from choa chu kang to orchard in my formal attire can i?
i would solicit stares la... i can imagine the look on all da bus communters..

hehe...anyways. been playing computer games n all..but its getting kinda boring..lolx.

i studied quite hard for my alevels...i mean...so much so that when my exams ended n i went to kelong for a holiday, i was still so tensed up n couldnt slp tt much either..its quite irritatin la..til now i can still feel myself alittle wound up.. hehe...no wonder ppl say that the brain is a marvelous part of God's creation.. the more u use it, the sharper it gets.. so cool right?

i bet if i were to take a IQ test just after mmy exams, i bet i will score..wahaha...

anyway...gonna entertain myself reading howstuffworks.com...

i just wanna entrust Jesus with my alevel results..i am scared..nervous rather, as i really want to do well..no one will understand how i really feel, but i pray that the Lord will answer my prayers n i will trust him with my results. simply cos the bible says: " ask n it shall be received..."
i hav full faith in the Lord and i wanna thank him for being with me thru out the whole exams... thank U Lord!!! everything is for God n God alone.

bye all! :)

holidays!

2006-11-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

im back..hehe.. long time no blog eh..
just finished watchin pck show..haha.. it sure never fails to give me a gd laugh..
oh well..the alevels are over le la...im sooo freaking happy.. books n notes can kiss my a*s.. lols...
oh well..came back from kelong nt too long ago.. it was fun. at least theres enough food during the bbq on the last night...:x
oh ya..anyone tasted chocolate peppermint wine?
i did!!! and it was fabulous...got me a little tipsy. hehe...
quite a lousy drinker hor... oh well...
IM BORED..!!!!
i wanna go work la.but parents giving me lame excuses y i shldn work.
1) boy ahh...u work those $ per hour u sure wont be paid de... -_-"
2) y work...stay at home help me do housework la... (p.s i don get paid.)
3) don work la...spend more time with family is good..!! (i shav nt gone out with friends since the 17th nov-which was after my exams btw.)

sheesh...its really gettin onto my nerves la... lols...

im sooo bored.. hmm... oh well.. i will find sth..
can anyone suggest to me sth i can do?? hhahahaha...oh ya. happy bday cecila.. 21 years of age shld make u a wiser person? lolx...

byee..will blog soon

prelims over

2006-09-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

geez...it really has been a aweful long time since i posted...my blog kinda getting all run down and tired looking...lols..
anyways..prelims are over..n i finally get a breather after so long..well, its not like i really studied a lot la...its just that everyone needs a break once in a while isnt it? :)

anyways..my prelims were horrid i wld say.. i scored quite badly...am wondering how to come up with trash material so tt my parents wont stomp on me or anything....hahhahaha..

hmmm.. come to think of it, since everyone feels tt i am really a full load of crap, i shldnt have much of a problem making up a beautiful story 4 my parents la... haha. oh well.. my alevels ar coming so quickly tt it feels as if every day feels like just cut short by half a day...
n of course, acd to e calender....i got like 35 days more? n i haven even touched any of my ten year series to be frank with u...
never mind... i guess i will come up with something...hahaha..

i am so screwed...

*worrying worried* me signing off.. :p

guitar club concert

2006-08-09T11:38:00.000+08:00

hi all..been a long time since i last blog..tryin to think of excuses...but oh well..they wont work anynore right?? hahaha..
i just had to tell u abt e guitar concert i was involved in nt too long ago...even though its nearing a month, but then its like i still have super clear memories of wad happened..it was a great success...
wad can i say?it was so fabulous and everything went acd to plan...

guess wad..im starting to miss guitar club already...of cos...e present j1s wouldnt know how i feel...except only when they step down i guess...

hmmm...i cant really describe da feeling...only know tt im feeling kinda lugubrious(sad), yet feeling quite happy tt i stepped down.
happy cos i now ha ve more time to focus on studies,
sad cos i will miss e friendships forged there...

nevertheless, i wont forget all e peeps in guitar club.. you guys will always remain in my heart 4eva!! :)

God bless all of u.
may cjc guitar club soar to a higher level k!!
:)

the weekend!!

2006-02-04T11:21:00.000+08:00

woohoo..!! at last man..been waitin for so long to get my hands on this weekend..ohh man..i tell u.this week was ultra busy.so many things to do...so little time..even right now..e weekend feels like a normal sch day man..so much hmwrk!!
looks like i gotta skip B.A.Y..
never mind......i b etter get to work soon..or i wont be able to get my work done on time..

had physic pract exam n math test today..

2006-01-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

oh mann..tts wad happen when u nvr study..i think i gonna fail both of them la.. *sobs*
y cant i ever do sth right?
im like so demoralised now..but nvr mind..its over..over!
bor pian...i will jus hav to look at e results n see..
haiz..
wish me luck man.

bus trip

2006-01-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

ai ya..i tell u..yesterday e bus trip back home damn funny.got this old man..he like kinda childish lo..dunno if he being lame..u know wad he did?
he keep pressing e bell to stop e bus, and when he yawn, he yawn so damn loudly la... *blur*
anyway..
sch is really busy now..i gtg back study..tata.

orang asli trip pictures!

2005-12-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

e church

church 2

church 3

breakin bread

me and friends..playin guitar..huimin, dora,gershon

half of e ppl who went to e trip

e other half..

orang asli misson trip-10 to 17th dec.

2005-12-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

hey everyone..here to blog about my trip..

i tell u..this trip was an eye opener..
i realised im so much more fortunate than e OA ppl..
seriously..i feel tt some of e OA ppl are really more passionate abt God than i am!!
i was utterly shocked..i mean...their church is jus a small house..size of an average bedroom..or even smaller..but they sing songs of praise so much more loudly and with all tt gusto..
haiz...im startin to feel inferior already..i watched e kids attend sunday sch, and they sang 10 times louder than us la...wad a disgrace to my church's sunday sch!!
anyways.. i think God has shown me that we got to learn fro these ppl manz!
we have got air con envt for goodness sake..we got a piano..we got great sound system..but still we cant compare with e OA ppl who hav little in their church!!jus a few songbooks to share, and a few guitars!!
alright..all this talk..i will post pics..for sure!
bye!!gtg.

another passing day

2005-11-10T13:07:00.000+08:00

lets see..i woke up todAY and decided to go do my holiday hmwrk..
this is sooo unlike me..ahahaha...
well.. i went for a swim yesterday, bearing all e flabs there are on my body in e hope of losing weight..hehe.
right now, i can feel water in my right ear..
like wen ur head goes shaking and u stART hearing water waves? ya..u get e meanin..
bleah..its sooo annoying..
anyone knows hw to rid this?
hehe..
i got a gp project to finish..
sth to do with nelson mandela..
franky speaking, i have like the utmost respect for him.. such a great man with a whooping lot of personality..how cool is that?
anyway..here i am, busy searching for information regarding him..
there my sister(sec 1), watchin sesame street, e segment on Elmo's World..
singing alone.. laughing at e song..
oh man!!!! *shakes head*
if im not wrong, this show is for kids..cant believe she still watches it...
ahhh well..guess everyone has a child's heart hidden in their minds somewhere...forsaken as one grows older..forgotten that they are still a child at times..since when we are older we are SUPPOSED to be more mature...

nevertheless..i feel that we all can learn from little children.
they are so innocent, they don lie, they do not put on a mask when facing ppl e.t.c..
these are really gd qualities whereby we can learn from...don u think?
hahha..
okok...back to work!
God Bless..